I'm starting to understand how this is all supposed to work. God offers us everything. He gives us each an opportunity to have all that He has. There is no limit to it, so He can give everything to everybody. We do our best to follow him, but we all mess up. It's okay, He made a way to fix broken messed up people. We just have to believe and act. Two simple steps, over and over again, believe and act, and gradually we improve and grow. If we slip up we start again, but as much as we stay on track, we grow faster. This life isn't about what most people think it is about. It's not about winning. It's about submitting, learning, trusting, enduring, and then being lifted up. Faith and trust give the greatest power and peace.